The Soap Opera

"Some people experience an easy love right ?" This question lingering in my ears this morning. I know it sound strange, but hey, have you ever saw a soap opera ? Well, we often see such a situation of relationship in that kind show, describing an overwhelming love, a love that can take care everything, or maybe it's described a desperate love. In a real live, everyone has a similar story to that story, but there is no dramatic soundtrack or the slowmotion when there is some dramatic scene.

Each people experience a unique love story, each of them has it's own climacs and dramaticall scene, so there is a lot of inspirational story, a lot of unique love story out there ...

What about yours ?

The village

Today, I have a small trip to a village named baan, It's nice village in a Tuntang, Central Java. It's a good air and good scenery. It's a small village near Rawa Pening Lake, and I don't have any chance to get there because I have a task today, so I go to the village and a small artificial lake named embung that made by Pertamina, an Indonesian oil company as it's CSR (Corporate Social Responsibility) program.

Here is some snapshot :

Trapped

When I worked in a clinic yesterday, I've found myself in a tricky situation. It's not something that would endanger my life or something like that, but what I was trying to say that someone was applying a slight variation of strategy like in "The Romance of Three Kingdom". It's the same strategy when Liu Bei would be killed in Wu capital when he proposed Sun Shan Xiang, a Wu princess. As their strategist, Zhu Ge Liang proposed some strategy.

He told a goup of armless guards with a complete armor set plus a red bouquet in their chest just like a groom in that time to shop a preparation for the married proposal in the Wu's capital. When they were asked by the merchant in there about "Who will get married ?" They must replied with "Did you know that our master, Lord Liu Bei will  be married to your princess, Sun Shan Xiang ?" And as the result of that strategy, rumors spread fast, and finally the Wu's queen mother heard about the news. Finally Liu Bei was saved and his married his was celebrated.

Will I be okay ? :D

Life is a RPG

When I remembered my high school age, I've found myself very attached to RPG kind game rather than any other genre. Maybe in that time I was searching something missing in my live, a lost piece of puzzle and maybe I want to be like the hero in those games. I've thought that they are so lucky, they have such a wonderful journey in their life, can hold some magical items and get a lover in their journey. Well, I was not as lucky as my friend, or maybe that I'm the one pull myself back from society that time.

When I think all of those memories, I've found myself that life itself is a massive scale RPG. The correct moment, The correct person and The correct situation eventually can create some event, but the wrong one can lead to a bad ending. The major difference is that we can push the reset button whenever something wrong happens, but in real life, we don't have that reset button. So, we have to make a good choice to trigger some good events in our life and after that there is no turning back. So, what we have to do ? Don't worry too much about it as long as you realized the impact of your choice and you can accept it, you'll eventually will trigger a good things even for sometime all things get worsened at the first time. 

So, have you decided something today ?

The Woman of Faith

In some event, sometimes I was asked by my married friend : "When will you catch up ?" "Well, not very soon enough I guess" I replied, and then the next question is "What kind woman will you choose later ?" All of the question up there is harder than any exams I've pass through. Really ! I've never thought about it seriously, until one evening, I was introduced to a girl by her mother. She looks nice in her T-Shirt and white medical blazer and for some reason, I was mesmerized. I stunned for a few second and blushing maybe. I didn't know what's got into me, but for some reason my heart was pounding. Now, for some reason I've searching a reason to get her close to me.

I was wondering, will she be my woman of faith, someone who'll stay by my side even in my darkest hour ? Will she take good care of me when I sick ? Will I still like her when she get older ? Will I keep my faith until her last moment ? Well, all of this questions are haunted me. But one thing I can tell myself that she is a good girl even for some reason she was disliked by some of my friend. Well, time will tell us the next episode of this chapter of love. :)

Under One Sky

Nowadays, Indonesian government want to escalate their fossil fuel prices. This sensitive issue has driven their people panic more and all kind of movement was taken by its young lings. All they know that they are the voices of the silenced people, the one that couldn't said anything. But did they realized that all things they have done is making everything worse ? Drive people to think that they are in some certain bad condition and finally make them to do violence acts. And that is a hellish cycle of chaos, it has no end of them.

I was remembered an old movie, The hero, starred by Jet Lee. It told us that there is some unseen motives in the iron handed government. Some people may loose their lives, but the country itself has a good stability at least and can build the entire nation. I'm not talking killing certain people to get a peaceful result, No ! But the movies conclusion that been said by the movie itself, whoever rule the country, as long as their people a good shape, and they are happy, It's not a big deal. That is the meaning of the movie saying "Under One Sky".

But how if, the people not in a good shape and suffer ? What should we do ? Well the famous poet, Lun Yu said that all the good minister can do is do their job like they usually did and not to abandon their job in their daily duty. All of this saying want to tell us that one good minister that stand firm in a chaotic moment will bring a significant change event a little and eventually another good minister appear. So, what are we going to do ? Well, all we can do is sit back and enjoy this live show while we tried to solve all problem around us, something we can do for our closest environment.

The Future

When I accompany my mom to her dentist this afternoon, It shiver my spine because I imagine what my future looks like, what my wife face looks like 10 or 20 years later. Will she be a good mother ? Will I be able become a good father ? Will I be reach or able to enjoy the life like I have now ? Will my children be a good one ?

All this question have haunted me for so long but, It shaken me worst nowadays, when I close enough with some girls. Not the girls I desired to, but the one that I've been introduced by her mother, but despite of all things, she's a good looking if my eyes not tricking me, and more of that she is a good girl.This doubt has been worsened by my attitude, who will guide me through all of this mess we called life ? A lot of question hanging in my head right now.

How about you guys ?