The Zealotry and The Good

When you read the Holy Bible, there is a chapter about Jesus crucifixion and Simon the Zealots or some kind like that. He refused to help Him to shoulder His cross, furthermore he said that he is innocent. We often doing this kind of act, sometime we often give this kind of reason to have a responsibility of our action. Is his action is bad ? -NO- but unpleasant -YES-. Some of us refused to help Him with this kind of reason, "I'm innocent", "I don't know", for our own safety even in the name of justice or any other higher cause for our own safety, or our own loved one's safety.

When the good act met the a duty there are 4 possibility that will happens, first It will be a greater good because they wanted our help and we fulfill our roles, second it will be zealotry acts, third it will be a waste because we regret it, fourth we will feel sorry for our acts because they refused our goodwill or our good acts. Then how do we know that our act is good or zealotry one ? well, there is a few tips we can do to examine our deeds :

1. Do we step on thee others rights ? -We need to fulfill our role and duty first then we help another-
2. How do we feel after we do it ? -Fishy ? or something is not right ? then you need to see #1 point-
3. Do they want our good act or good will ? -If not, then we need to refer to #1 point too-

Well, that's for today !

The Dream

Most of us have dreamed a very peacefull place, full with anything with all things we like at least once. Actually that kind dream is a normal dream because sometimes in life, we can not fullfill all of our desire, so in our very private space, our mind, we do something about it. But, what will happen when we woke up ? Well, we all know, all of that dream will eventually vanish, all things that left is somehow a complex feeling that we still have something to do.

Then, should we stop dreaming ?  No. We should never stop dreaming, because dream brings hope to the real life, offered a conclusion of our daily problem sometimes. But dreams will always become a dreams and they may not be brought into real life because if it being brought into real life, it will be a chaos. In a real life someone's right are limited by others so, let your dream in its cage and let you and  your solution for the real life.

What is your dream ?

The Chess Piece

This morning, I've finished an intense chat with a friend, she is good woman for a general, a good employee and I can't blame her for what happens. We talked about a half an hour a very intense chat and I got "what the hell ?" impression from her.I think the main problem was her role. In a chess she is a rook, her job made her that way. She must defend what her master whatever happen. My role ? I'm a knight, I need a special requirement before I can be used to slap someone's face. In a chess pieces grade I was higher, but in she have some requirement I need to obtain before I do my job.

Well, what is your role ?

A Reason to Fight

Sometime in my life I've stopped and think back all things I've done. I wondered what kind reason I used to have these past years to fight in life but there was always a reason to fight back, change things and finally we reach a resolution. We sometimes define something in a hard way. like motivation and always search things outside, but the true reason to fight is from inside, and different for each people, desire in our common language. The noblest desire you ever wished for or the most disgraceful one has an equal role in this world and make changes. The most important thing is the goal and the way we obtained it. Is it through a good way ?

Then, what is your desire ?

Relativity

I remembered my last conversation with some friend about American Superstar. Well, we all know some of them died in an "overdose accidents". I don't know about the truth, so never ask me about it. He said that the died superstars were a fool because the already has everything, anything they wanted to have, they could buy it. They only need to request it. I was shocking hearing about that too, but I think there is a lot of consideration to said that they were fool because sometime, a treasure for some people are trash for the other.

This kind of thought is inspired by anime, and it make me wiser, because we can think about a superstar, they have everything, money, popularity, but they couldn't rest, they have sacrificed personal life. In my humble opinion, they are humans too. They need private moment, for their families, basic needs and of course their leisure time, a time to relax, no fans, no wife, no husband, no papparazis, nothing ! In the meanwhile thinking about how we can't paid our bills and we can't buy anything we wish for, or we can't buy our college loan. We sometime have to gratitude we still be able to enjoy our private moments.

So, What kind of treasure did you seek ?

The Most Precious Item

"What is the most precious item do you want to have ?" My friend this morning asked me this kind question. A simple question but hard to answer. Well, I think for a moment and asked her question; "Well, the most precious item in the world I want to have is time." She laugh at me and said that my answer is a rare answers. "Well, what kind of answer did you wanted me to say ?" I asked her again. She just turn her back and walk away.

In most of our life, we trade or time for something, for example, In our younger time, we went to school every day, we did our homework, we did some extra job to get an extra money. What do we get from the trade then ? What kind man we became now was a long and complicated network of choice, a fate in a tongue of most people. Is our trade worth ? Now we can think it all over again, but wait, all of that decision is a correct decision back then, because we will never know what will happen next when we get the another choice. And the most important of all think of it's worth makes your priceless time slip like a sand.

So, wake up !

Strongest Man in The World

When I come home from my office today, I feel ashamed in myself. I used to think that the strongest man in the world is a man with a muscular body, can lift tons of weight and something like that. But now I realize that the strongest man in the world is a man who has something to protect. I feel it now, my father is sick and my mother is a facebook junkies. Well, for the time being I must protect myself for now, so I have to make some money and spare it for my college later.

Now I realize that the strength measurement is not only physical measurement, but determination and a willingness to make an effort. Now, I know what's my father's feeling when he was coming home years ago, now I know what's my father's feeling when he was going to get some nap years ago, and now I know what kind of luxuries I have received all of these years. For some reason I wanted to pay him back, but could I do it now ?

What do you think ?